*Sigh* I have like no personal time lately, I have been so busy, it isn't even fair! That is why I long for the times I get to talk to Mike....he makes me so relaxed, yet at the same time, whenever he speaks to me, it is like a surge just shoots through my body (If you don't know what kind of surge I am talking about...don't ask) How I wish I could be in his arms, holding me so close, so gentle, being in the arms of someone who luvs me, someone who cares. How I wish, if I ever have a wish to make..that is it, that someday.....we will meet....the things I would do, the trouble I would get in..just to be with him.

Oh well, that is life....someday hopefully it will change...things will get better, I wish..I pray, sometimes I wonder if God even listens to me...if any of these things I feel, or the people I know are real...are they really there? Do they actually care? How do you really know for sure? Or do I just have wasted emotions?

All I ask for is the truth...is that sooo hard to answer?