I’m sitting here thinking back to the time when I used to use an old laptop that my dad was able to bring home from work, since it was outdated. And here I am, years later, using my own laptop that I’ve had for almost a year as is, and I can’t imagine not having one :)

I think to myself on some days, that nothing in my life will change. And I realize it’s because I don’t do anything to make it change. I’ve realized that every day should be looked upon as an accomplishment. I’m happy again… and I’ve been thinking about myself as of late. Do you have any idea how nice it is to sit and think about yourself for a day? To not worry about everyone else, just yourself? You become empowered to do so many other things. I care about myself, I care about how I look, and how healthy I am. Wow, I haven’t ever done that. Beforehand, I was all depressed and shit, and I didn’t try to care about myself. Then it became that I was happy, but that I had everyone else to worry about. Now I am happy, and by myself. And I’m caring about myself. Wow. Amazing. :)

I’ve been staying up really late, and getting up…decently early, I’d think. I’ve been working a ton. Working across two stores, which is tedious. But, it’s okay. Have a 6 hour shift tomorrow, but nothing I can’t handle. Another of my bracelets broke today. Made me depressed. There’s only one left! One bracelet left, of the ones that have been on there for 3.5 years. Who can say they’ve worn a bracelet for 3.5 years? Not many!

I’ll talk to people I haven’t in a while, and they all notice that I seem happier. I like being happy… you have so much power to do so much.

I’m going to bed now :) There’s no one to talk to! So I’m leaving 30 minutes early. How…productive…of me :P