Well, I’m not up to too much right now. I’m by myself, and I figured since there’s nothing else to do that I would update. I have noticed that no one really updates anymore…which I guess is what happens when people grow older and have less time and less things to talk about. There’s only so much that you can repeat with every entry. After a while it seems as if the issues you were facing 2 years ago are still there. And writing about them becomes less important.

And that’s really the way things feel to me at the moment. I am living in a constant cycle of things. It has been this way for so long. And I never wanted my life to be that way. I strive for change. I enjoy change. And yet even though things change, they become so common place after a while that things begin to feel the way they always had before the change occurred. That is life. Change and adjust. Change and adjust. Every change becomes normal.

I feel as if I will never be satisfied with the way things are in my life, with the exception of my Tony, of course. I will always want to accomplish more. I will always want to see more and do more. I am the type of person who could never learn enough. I want to travel the world. I want to change it. I want to know the world the way I know myself. There are so many things that I don’t understand that occur in the world that I would love to learn more about. Then again I haven’t seen the world for what it can be…and perhaps once I begin to learn more I will wish that I hadn’t. That’s the way I have felt about a lot of things that I know. Ignorance really is bliss. And yet I can’t accept ignorance. Is the knowledge really worth the pain that is attached to it?

*Sigh*

What’s there to say about what’s going on in my life right now. Which I’m sure some of you wish you knew more about. Well, I have 20 some odd days left of school. (Actual school days). I had a party at work on Wednesday. That was fun. We had 1000 dollars to spend on us since we did a good job with customer service. I am visiting Tony for Christmas. 18 days left! : ) Speaking of Tony…he always brings a smile to my face. He makes me happy. Just wanted to say that. After about a year and a half, he still makes me happy. He still brings me joy. He says that the new duplex is really nice and that he’s sure I’m going to like it. Which is good. But I really don’t mind where I’ll be living. As long as he’s there with me. : )

Well…the moment is now gone. People have come home. Only took my dad 30 seconds (Quite literally might I add) to turn on the TV to some football game grab a bag of chips and start doing what he does with his every waking moment at home. It really is quite amazing. 30 seconds. Took his shoes off, washed his hands, walked directly to the TV grabbed the remote a bag of chips he had sitting next to the chair from his earlier round and turned on the TV to a football game. All without saying a single word to anyone. And I know that he will be sitting there for a few hours before getting up and wondering where dinner is. Only to get up, eat it, and return right back to his chair and chips for the remainder of the evening. And that is my dad’s life. Now excuse me while I exit this room, I don’t want to listen to the TV anymore.

Adieu…